almost forgot that i have blog :))
have not been updating it for ages because i have been really really busy lately..
what i have been doing lately are programming guitar-ing then programming again..
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well, am i weird guy? seems like most of my male friends enjoy playing games a lot but as for me, i get bored easily with those games >.<
i don't really enjoy gaming, i prefer hugging my guitar and learn and play songs..
i don't know when i started to get tired of games. i know i used to addicted to game last time.
well, let's post some song here, "cai hong" by jay chou
p.s: the video is upside down i guess...hahaha..well, i didn't sing along with it because i realized my voice sucks :P (someone please sing it along next time :))
Tomorrow is mother's day!
i wish all mother in this world healthy and bless with happiness..
...........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................so many thing pop up in my mind now
i couldn't describe this feeling in word..
mum, remember to rest enough..
remember do not overworked..
remember to take good care of yourself..
i'm working really hard here..
getting pregnant at age 16th. what will others think of you. -.-"
pregnant before married seems like a trend nowadays.
well, my mum called me last night, as usual asking how well i am doing. in addition i also learnt from her that my cousin is getting married soon. At first, when i heard her name, i was like, "what?who again?". i had been repeating the same question for 3 times. then my mum told me, "you get what i mean already right?". well, i got nothing to say but wish them good luck.
This is what will happen when parents aren't strict enough to their child. when no one control you, you will go wild. This is probably the reason why my father always insist on my younger sister to finish her secondary school first before moving to city if she would like to further her high school, at least not until she is mature enough. it is not that we don't have faith in her, but she is at the age of rebellion and easy to get influenced.
Some said love is blind. yes, i agree with it. when your mind was corrupted by love, then although you know something is wrong, you will force yourself to believe it is right. and once she/he has done it, she/he will keep doing it either because she/he addicted to it or because they have a mindset that "kill one person is also consider murder, kill more also consider murder so it doesn't make much different". Well, perhaps this is what drive them to keep doing it until they reach to the stage of no turning back. come on, it makes different ok! it will increase the chance of getting pregnant when you do it more. please at least practice safe sex if you really couldn't control your lust. same thing when you kill more people, you will just increase the chance of getting caught (am i being too logical -.-")..
anyway, wish them good luck!!
it is sad but so realistic..:)
i believe this is the stage everyone will go through in their relationship. But at least they end up in a healthy way meaning the break up is not due to the other half cheating/flirting with another guys/gals..
start from stranger and end up with stranger, Again..
well, just finished watching korean movie, The Legend of Seven Cutter.
So bored of the homework, i randomly browse video in youtube and found this movie.
long time never watched movie already, i think sometimes i should give myself a break :) hahaha
well, to me the movie was considered acceptable but i like the female actress :)
compared with other female actress, i would prefer her more :) (but i don't know her name lol)
she always give me a cool, cute impression..
well, time to go back to work.
Stop slacking around..
already behind schedule..
Hi, haven't updated my blog for quite sometimes. Really have nothing much to write actually. As usual busy with my uni life but luckily got aikido to exercise myself :) kinda addicted to it :)
Well, unlike me, my roomate who join the same club as me seems bored already about aikido. I know he has no intention to take aikido at first. I should realize it. He missed quite some lesson, and he keep complaining that we lack of exercise but when I asked him to jog all the way to the sport hall for aikido training, he refused. Damn piss me off. Asking me, "u jog la, then I take bus wait u there!" with annoying tone..swt..and when I am really in a mood of practicing, he said, "come on, why so serious..zzz play2 only..zzz" sian..
Well my bus is coming..bye..let's update another time
18-01-11,
Today I went out to the sea with my dad and my dad's worker using a small boat which is known as "sampan" in Malay language. As usual, every time I came back, I would always follow my dad to the sea to collect some fish from kelong, a place that trap fish..what a pity that I didn't bring my phone along to take some picture. The sea waves were so fierce out there as the Chinese new year season is drawing near. For those who do not live nearby sea shore will not aware of this season. Well, when I saw my dad went into the sea to collect the fishes, it remind me of my childhood time when I always follow my dad to the sea. There were a time he got himself stung by a poison fish. Not once but twice, thrice or more but he never quit because he catch the fish not only for himself but for the family. Sound like a typical poor kind of family, doesn't it? But it is really how my family life used to be. Every time when I saw them work hard for the family, I will always tell myself, "come on Herman, u definitely have to give them a better life in the future, I know I am unable to support my family now due to my current study but at least one thing that I can do for them is to study hard, I cannot let them down" I swore to myself.
5 Jan 2011,
I went out with my friend, mr. A..
We had little man talk here, then I realized how fortunate I am. After hearing his story I began to realized the important meaning of family harmony..I have a caring mother and supporting father. Unlike him, he only have a mother while his father was a gambler. Since secondary school he have to always follow his mother to the market to earn for living..tonight, I couldn't sleep. Dun know what happened..I have been thinking of so many thing, my grade, my brother, my parents. Could I pass the exam? Am I not a good eldest brother? Why he is like this. Why, I keep asking myself..please dun make me worried about u..u r not small anymore..mother on the other hands, was worried about them all the times..she keeps calling them, but what she got in return was " u r too noisy." Perhaps, my mum was really too over protective over my too younger brothers..but sometimes if I put myself in her shoes, I'm pitied her..she must be very lonely, all her sons are not with her..
Tonight, 01/01/11 at 11:00 pm, I have a dilemma whether to call her or not cos I started to feel a distant between us. Last night, I called her to wish her happy new year, but we didn't talk much. Kind of awkward when only one side keep making the conversation. I don't know when I started to feel this way. Perhaps like what she said last time, it is better to keep a distant before the feeling start to develop to a level where beyond our control. I know exactly what she meant. Perhaps, this way is better for us. I still have long way to go, and I really hope I could share all this with someone that is special to me, someone that is beyond what friend could do. But am I being selfish this way, I keep asking myself. I may not have enough time for her in time to come as the journey of my uni life is still a long way to go and i'll definitely be very busy by then. I may not be able to be always be there for her. Relationship need commitment and I can't 100% guarantee i can do that so I didn't tell her.
Hi, everyone, happy new year although it is almost February by now :P
well, kinda lazy nowadays to keep my blog updating. i have been writing quite lots of thing during my 3 weeks trip to my hometown. without computer, internet connection, phone call or sms and little electricity available, it really made my life much more simple and peaceful. it is really a perfect time for self-reflection.
well, i think it may take sometimes to transfer what i have been written previously into this blog.
to be continued, i will update this post again (i got intermittent stomachache/gastric pain right now, what a torturing feeling!!)
good night to whoever that read this!
