Tonight, 01/01/11 at 11:00 pm, I have a dilemma whether to call her or not cos I started to feel a distant between us. Last night, I called her to wish her happy new year, but we didn't talk much. Kind of awkward when only one side keep making the conversation. I don't know when I started to feel this way. Perhaps like what she said last time, it is better to keep a distant before the feeling start to develop to a level where beyond our control. I know exactly what she meant. Perhaps, this way is better for us. I still have long way to go, and I really hope I could share all this with someone that is special to me, someone that is beyond what friend could do. But am I being selfish this way, I keep asking myself. I may not have enough time for her in time to come as the journey of my uni life is still a long way to go and i'll definitely be very busy by then. I may not be able to be always be there for her. Relationship need commitment and I can't 100% guarantee i can do that so I didn't tell her.
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lol..it is easy to say than done..:P
people will always say, time and distant are not barrier but only few know the real meaning behind those words :)
ya, that's why lots of people making fake promise because of sudden so called "spark" but don't care about what happened next. they don't know how scary time flow is. what you said now may not remain the same in the future. like young people nowadays they like to say something like, "bu zai hu tian chang di jiu zhi zai hu cheng jin yong you".. :)
to me, that is bullshit (sorry ah hahaha)
despite of what i'm saying, i do believe what u said is true..:)
ya, just throw ur phone la..wahaha
February 8, 2011 at 11:26 AM
love needs commitment..I totally agree with you..:)
February 10, 2011 at 12:00 AM
