Sigh...toooooo busy lately..lots of thing need to catch up..
Damn all of them, why so hard working and yet smart >.<..made me so stressful..
Feel damn stupid right now. Unlike my roomate, he seems so relax.
Still got time play dota. Well, i also slacking playing my guitar so i'm not much better than him. hahaha
But i think i really need to work hard this time..
I need motivation right now..
Anyway, i just recorded the moment when i fail my guitar >.<...sigh..
i didn't memorize the lyric and end up singing nonsense..hahaha
Couldn't play and sing loud also since there are people next door studying (i think so), so pardon me if could hear my voice lol...
next time i should train my guitar skill and my voice first hahaha..anyway it was my first try so don't go too hard on me :)

My body was in pain lately thank to the Aikido training. I should not blame it actually since i was the one that lack of exercise >.<..
Well, the basic training start from rolling. Guess what? i roll till i was dizzy :P
haha then we have been taught with few basic Aikido movement follow by few self-defence techniques. Actually, in my opinion, it is not really suitable in real combat since we have to have a cooperative partner/oppenent in order to execute the move nicely..
Having said that, i still like it because i really wanted to learn something new and on top of that Aikido is really beautiful :)

Here is one of the aikido video if you are interested..:D



Well, they are all master class -.-"

It is quite difficult to bond with my new indonesian's friends in NTU. Most of them are 5 year younger than me. Therefore, it is very difficult to find common topics. Most of them straight away joined NTU after their senior high school or which also better known as SMA in Indonesia. Sometimes, i was wondering how come i was so late compare to them. It seems like they have plan everything since the very beginning. Their path is so smooth unlike mine. I believe no one took longer road than i did..
They even got their scholarship to support their study while i still need to borrow money from the bank and my parents. Feel kinda jealous sometimes..
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Just now, i have been waiting for the shuttle bus on the way to my hostel for more than half an hour..Frankly speaking, i lost my temper just now, i feel like throwing my phone, but of course i won't be that stupid enough to throw..:)
When i reached the hostel, i feel really really tired but i don't feel like sleeping so early..
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Afterwards, i saw a shocking news from my webmail..My bursary application have been rejected...Come on, i don't have scholarship already and now you reject my bursary application..
I think i have a bad day today...
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I need someone to talk too sometimes...

Hi, I got few random quotes here. Hope you will like it.
Feel free to comment such as how much do you agree with this and which one do you like the most..

"The most beautiful things on earth cannot be seen - they can only be felt with heart"

"Pretty is temporal, but Beauty is eternal"

"Never be sad of what is over, just be glad it was once yours"

"you don't love her because she is beautiful, she is beautiful because you love her"

"the best kind of friend is the kind you can shit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had"

"as long as you have memories, yesterday remains; as long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits; as long as we have friendship, each day is never a waste"

"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind"