It is quite difficult to bond with my new indonesian's friends in NTU. Most of them are 5 year younger than me. Therefore, it is very difficult to find common topics. Most of them straight away joined NTU after their senior high school or which also better known as SMA in Indonesia. Sometimes, i was wondering how come i was so late compare to them. It seems like they have plan everything since the very beginning. Their path is so smooth unlike mine. I believe no one took longer road than i did..
They even got their scholarship to support their study while i still need to borrow money from the bank and my parents. Feel kinda jealous sometimes..
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Just now, i have been waiting for the shuttle bus on the way to my hostel for more than half an hour..Frankly speaking, i lost my temper just now, i feel like throwing my phone, but of course i won't be that stupid enough to throw..:)
When i reached the hostel, i feel really really tired but i don't feel like sleeping so early..
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Afterwards, i saw a shocking news from my webmail..My bursary application have been rejected...Come on, i don't have scholarship already and now you reject my bursary application..
I think i have a bad day today...
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I need someone to talk too sometimes...