All of sudden feel so lonely..
All of sudden need someone to accompany..
Don't feel like talking but prefer listening..
People keep telling me don't stress myself out..
but when i look at the thing that i haven't done, it really stress me out..

Last night almost didn't get any dinner because i was too into my work, i forgot the time..the canteen almost close. But luckily, there is some stall that are kind enough to sell me something..i'm grateful..
Didn't eat properly lately..
Sometimes, i am thinking, how good could it be if there is someone that can take good care of me..
To be honest, it is very tiring..

in the past two day, i was rushing doing my previous java logbook which i haven't done..so many code, testing, and record need to be done..
From morning 8 till midnight 1 for the past two day i was rushing my work because i know i have no enough time..
Finally it was done, but there are still more waiting for me:

1. Today must go for the Tuition grant appointment, still do not know how long will it takes..
2. By today need to complete literature review which consist of lots lots of thing to read..
3. haven't done my java assignment which consist of hellish code..
4. haven't prepared my 2 logbook for the incoming weeks
5. haven't done the tutorial which mean i lack of practice
6. haven't revise the math, economic and electronic which i don't understand at all..and the exam is drawing near==die...

Sigh...think no one will know this..
what can i do is to swallow all of this like drinking water all by myself..hope i won't get poisoned...:(
I spent most of my down time alone..
kind of person that like to bottle up my feeling...
May god bless me...

continuing doing my stuff...~~